Friday, December 25, 2009

Rated "PG" - by Janus


What does it mean if a lady is Rated PG?

It means that she captivates audiences on different levels. She moves them with her beauty, charms them with her grace, and engages them with her intelligence.

It also means that she writes with such depth and insight. She speaks beautifully on starry skies, on falling in love, and on the complexities of a colorful but confusing (love)life.

It also means that she has the elegant style, but none of the snobbishness. She has the sophistication, but is suffused with the simplicity. She has the beauty but none of its intimidating power. She is a touch shy, she confesses, but deep inside, you know she bursts with such passion.

That is what rated PG means. Two thumbs up for this lady. A certified box-office hit. And definitely the bomb. :)

Your Wish is Granted

Someone, for his own selfish reasons, asked me to forget him. I asked why and he couldn't give a sufficient answer...all he said was "because everything will change from now on..."

So when I got this irrational request, I replied: "If you don't want to remember me, go ahead and forget..but don't ask me to do the same thing"..  to this he replied: "I will never forget you".. So where did this stupid conversation came from and why did it ever surfaced? Only he will know.

I believe myself to be a  woman of reason. If you ask me something and it's in my power to grant and fair to all.. why not? I refused the request not because I don't want to forget him. At that time, I just couldn't find an answer to the question "why would I do that?". People, no matter how rude they've been to you, how sweet or caring, or how insignificant, cannot be forgotten in an instant. Our brain doesn't have an on/off button or a tick box that will allow you to mark just those you need to remember.. I wish it does, God knows there are some people I would have loved to forget I've ever met. Unfortunately, things don't go that way. You have to wait for that waking moment wherein your intuition and brain would recognize that... "this person's space in your memory has expired.. you can now gladly forget" ---> at least my brain does this.

For this person, the time has come....

Now, I finally understood the reason behind the request. It wasn't for me. It was more like telling himself that everything will change and he needs to forget... to make things easier for him, he needs to dispose of irrelevant people. 

Oh well, as mentioned, I, too, can concede... I am letting your memory go... go in peace...


"For a while, I thought I understood you..."


Sunday, December 20, 2009

Simbang Gabi.....

Simbang gabi is one Christmas tradition I look forward to each year. I like seeing the people rushing to church. Love the bibingka and puto-bumbong stands outside church, pandesal in the morning, plus a variety of fruits near the entrance gate of my village. There's a lot of goodies to choose from.

Honestly, I don't like waking up at three in the morning to catch the 4am mass. However, this year, my work allows me to attend mass at 4am. happy..... The first three days, Necy (our helper) and I attended mass at 4am. However, on the 4th day, I decided to attend the 8pm mass. Since it's a Saturday, I would like to give Necy longer time to rest ^^.

On the first night of Simbang Gabi, I saw a shooting star.. It was a beautiful sight. Now, it's the fifth night already... time flies...Christmas is really near.. Yey! Happy! There's a lot of things to look forward to this Christmas...

I took a picture of the star lanterns, each one represents a day ^^


 

I wanted to take pictures of the choir and the 'belen', but I'm shy... there were too many people ^_^ Next time, i'll try to get snapshots.

Meeting....or Eating?

My team had a meeting last Thursday.. it so happened that we were also famished, so my superior suggested that we have a 'dinner' meeting. Good idea! We headed off to Racks in El Pueblo. Actually, we thought of going to Shakey's but changed our minds when we saw Racks ^^



 

 I got the classic pork with mac & cheese... very unhealthy :)

When we got there, few people were dining, some also in a meeting of different kinds; business, reunion or what have you. Luckily, we were able to finish ours before the place got jam packed and noisy.

Cafe Breton

Last Wednesday, I had to do errands with my sister. Before going home, we decided to have dinner in one of our favorite restaurants... Cafe Breton. I like this place not only because of the wonderful crepes, but also because it's a spot where normal mealtimes can extend to long hours of conversation and bonding with friends and family.  The interior is simply warm, pleasant and comfortable. The music complements the mood of the place as well. When we were there..they were playing Christmas ballads, and my sister and I couldn't help but look forward to our holiday celebration.
When I crave for crepes... I hit this place
Deja Vu - one of the best selling desserts... sinful, i know :) On top of the crepes, we also had Breton Mozarella Burger...
 
Dinner's on my sister, coffee should've been mine, but we were too full, so we agreed to leave it for next time.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Declaration of Love




I'm in love with my bestfriend --> Czarina. She's my aikane.

I'm not a lesbian.. I just want to express how much I love her. We've been bestfriends for 10 years... and we've spent more than half of those years on opposite sides of the globe. Still, I wouldn't be where I am now if it weren't for her. She keeps me sane and grounded.

Today's advice is:

"Make sure you've resolved your issues. May it be family, friends or love life. Make sure you have nothing else to regret, no ifs nor buts. Then, wherever you go, everything will be great"

Friday, December 11, 2009

Keeping Promises....

Promises are made to be broken.....

When someone promises something, I just nod my head and forget about it. In reality, 9 out of 10 promises made are broken. Whether intentional or not, the end result is always a forgotten vow. So, to avoid  negative feelings about it, I just let go. I believe that the more I understand and accept that promises are, indeed, made to be broken, the more I appreciate those that are kept and the people who made them.

**Thank you for keeping yours....

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Where is Mr. Sandman?

My clock just struck 4:00 AM.. I'm still awake... Where's Mr. Sandman when you need him the most? I need a few sprinkles of his magic dust...