It's been a while since I spent time with my friends... I feel awful because I miss them so much but I don't have time to be with them. I miss my bestfriend Czan, who's in the States right now. I'm sure she's worried sick that I haven't sent an SMS or email in the past few weeks. We've been keeping our bestfriendship alive through SMS, emails, and occasional phone calls. Somehow, that's enough for us because despite our distance we know in ourselves and in our hearts that wherever we are, we're looking out for each other. I hope the next time we see each other is in a very big event that will change our lives forever.. Or maybe, i'll be the one to visit her in California.
I miss my girlfriends, Glecie and Wena. They've been my strongest support system for the past years. I think we've surpassed that just-close friends stage. They are more like bestfriends and sisters to me. They make me laugh all the time. They take care of me. They offer their unconditional support and love. I love them both so much! I feel so blessed having them as friends and sisters. Everything in me, they've seen it. They've seen me at my best and worst and they're always there for me.
My sisters at heart, Tina, Cess, and Patty. We have a different kind of sisterhood. Tina and myself are both based in Manila, I'm a working girl while Tina just got back in school; bless her. Cess, migrated to Australia where her husband Ned is; and Patty's working in Singapore with her boyfriend, Edward. We communicate through emails everyday, we talk about girly things, plans, our future. I call them my sisters because they have always been like that to me when we were all here in Manila. We look out after each other. We offer sisterly advices and support. Comfort and Laughter are abundant when a sister badly needs it. I remember how Tina, Cesski and I used to spend our days at the dorm. We would have dinner together in their room then we'd watch dvds or just talk the night away. Now, we only do that through emails. Still, I'm happy because our relationship is still strong and the sisterhood is ever so alive. Lately though, I havent sent them emails. Sorry sisters, I know you understand my situation.
My boys..ahleks, james and joel. papa h too, of course. I miss them so much. They never fail to make me smile. I miss going to the movies with them. We play bowling together with Gles and Wenski. It's really fun. When I'm with them, I just feel safe and happy. I feel at home. I do miss that kind of feeling.
My other girls, Jami, Tanya, Ice, and Jhong. They've been my closest friends since college and highschool. We're still close now, I like the fact that when we get together, no matter how seldom that is, I always feel like we've just been together the previous day. The closeness and friendship doesn't change. Oh, and I should not forget mae, butch, jihan, core and pampers. They showed me the true meaning of friendship. Thank you girls.
I miss hanging out at malls. Invade the videoke booths at timezone. Binge on popcorn and cotton candy. Let loose and talk about anything under the sun. Laugh out loud. Grin like fools. Blabber to death.
I just miss the friendship. Next to my family, I value my friends more than anything else. Im glad that even though I don't have a boyfriend now. I have many special friends. I'm happy and contented. I feel loved. I give love. That's all that matters....
I miss you guys..
